NEWS (小山慶一郎) - ニャン太

[aitamashii]

It was so sudden When I came upon your passing In silence I held on tightly Still unable to believe it You didn't even let me say goodbye You always did as you please I suppose perhaps that was your kindness Now I can think like that Whenever I said "I'm home" You would run over to me right away Thought I know That you won't come running anymore I'm sure it'll be alright I can feel you near me I'll live on Holding onto The tears and hope you gave me I called your name far in the distance The name I gave to you At least come see me in my dreams Just like that day If we could meet again I searched for your heart That heart we communicated through Like that day, stay close to me At least let your heart stay with me The overflowing tears So much I can't hold them back Though I know That's not what you would want Always staying true to yourself Living like that I want to be like you You made me think like that I called your name far in the distance The name I gave to you I will forever keep you in my heart Just like the day That we met Strangely you always knew how I felt By just being besides me You saved me Through it all But now you're not longer here... I'm sure it'll be alright I can feel you near me I'll live on Holding on to The tears and hope you gave me Those 19 years I spent with you To me, it's an irreplaceable treasure "Come visit me anytime, I'll always wait for you, call my name" I'll call your name...

sore wa totsuzen shittanda kawarihateta kimi no sugata nan ni mo iezu dakishimeta shinjirarenai mama sayonara mo sasete kurenai itsumo katte na kimi rashii ne sore mo kimi no yasashisa ka na ima wa sou omou kedo tadaima no koe de sugu kakeyotte kita kimi wa mou konai wakatteru tsumori dakedo kitto kitto daijoubu da yo kimi no kokoro chikaku kanjite ikite iku yo kimi ga kureta namida to kibou daite tooku tooku name wo yonda boku ga tsuketa kimi no namae semete yume de ai ni kite yo ano hi no you ni mata aetara kimi no kokoro wo sagashita yo kayoiatta hazu no kokoro ano hi no mama soba ni ite yo samete kokoro dake wa afuredasu namida osamaekirenai hodo kimi wa nozonde nai wakatteru tsumori dakedo itsumo itsumo jibun rashiku sonna fuu ni ikite yukeru kimi mitai ni naritainda sou omowasete kureta ne tooku tooku name wo yonda boku ga tsuketa kimi no namae zutto mune ni shimatte oku yo ano hi deatta kimi no mama fushigi na kurai wakatte kureta itsumo tonari ni iru dake de sukuwareta yo donna toki mo demo mou ima wa... kitto kitto daijoubu da yo kimi no kokoro chikaku kanjite ikite iku yo kimi ga kureta namida to kibou daite kimi to sugoshita jyuukyuu nen kakegae no nai takaramono da yo "donna toki mo ai ni kite yo itsudemo 'kimi' wo matteru yo namae yonde" namae wo yobu yo...